Just a castaway

The sense of security is lost, where is the life I wish for... Well I don't really know, even yesterday I bought a condom for an euro on the street from a bride and can't make a sense of it. I walk slowly through this desert and I find myself even more alone then ever before, detached from reality and judgmental I can't seem to really connect to anything. People think solely of them selfs they see no one around only when they have needs... If only... life is bigger then you and me...